woensdag 25 maart 2009

This empty feeling inside

Today's my day off from work: every wednesday is in fact. I love to sleep in on those days, I normally don't get to that every saturday or sunday. But today something was different....

I woke up around 6 am and couldn't sleep anymore, I had this empty feeling inside. It feels like something is missing, although I can't pinpoint what that might be.


Normally when I feel like this I turn to some good friends like Ben & Jerry, Milka, Lays or anything else that's available and pick up a book or turn on the tv while I munch.


But this time it's different, the feeling is worse.... It's 1 pm now, I've turned the tv on and off about a hundred times, picked up my new book "New Moon" by Stephenie Meyer about a thousand times, but just can't seem to concentrate enough to read more than one page at a time. And I couldn't stop reading 'Twilight' when I read it about two weeks ago...... I'm not even wanting to seek comfort with the former mentioned good friends Ben & Jerry, Milka or Lays....

Tonight I'll be cooking at my mom and dad's: my mom had some eye surgery last monday and I want to help in every way possible. I just hope that I can pull myself together so they won't notice how desperately empty I'm feeling....

Well at least the fact that I'm not turning to comfort foods can be seen as someting positive: it won't ruine my WW-diet....






8 opmerkingen:

K zei

I hope the empty got filled up.

Welcome to SITS!

AP zei

oh thse days of feeling empty and needing to feel up. so frustrating!!!

hope your week gets better, welcome to SITS

natalia zei

Ciao ! I relly hope you are feeling better ! And I'm sure your cake was great !

Steph zei

I love Milka chocolates! I still have some from Germany, I've been saving up..haha

Marie zei

Oh Marthe. I think we all have days like that. I hope you feel better today! (((hugs)))

AppleC zei

I think we all know that feeling. Talking helps. Exercise is really good - those happy hormones will multiply in your brain and you will feel so accomplished. All filled up! Have a great day!

Brandy zei

New Moon starts out a little slower than the others. Don't let that keep you from reading though...I promise it gets better!

Stopping by to welcome you to SITS! I hope that your day got better!

dp zei

Hang in there!

Do you think it's due to changes in your eating habits? When I was on WW, it kept doubting I could reach my goal and I always craved comfort food. Some periods were harder than others.

Hopefully the "blues" will be short-lived. As for the restlessness, maybe a long vigorous walk or some other physical outlet will help.